This week has been a struggle. Emotionally and physically. Nothing awful, but just exhaustion.
It’s during these times, I get really low, I get to a point where I start asking God, what is the real meaning to life. There is suffering and there is pain, and nothing we can do to control it. I fall for the same trap each time, condemning myself, for not being the perfect wife, mum or ‘thing’ that I should or want to be.
In the end, I do have accept the circumstances, and I do have to take each day as it comes and try to get out of a negative frame of mind.
I came across a verse accidentally today – my phone has a habit of bringing apps up that I haven’t clicked on. Today it ‘accidentally” bought up this verse from
So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded.
It’s easy to start doubting God, when it comes to hardship and suffering, but in the end we need to keep on trusting, that ‘whatever’ we go through instead of saying ‘why’ lets fix our eyes on Him the author of our Faith.