Since February. I feel ALL I have done is go to appointments, sit in waiting rooms and wait for results.
I have been currently having tests, and procedures, to see how my heart is. It’s been 15 years since I had my major surgery. And life isn’t as it should be.
I have recently been down to London again to discuss up coming procedures for my heart. When you get there and talk about it, it seems daunting and it seems a big thing. You have to make a ‘declaration’ that you understand the process and that whatever happens will happen.
In times like this, it makes me realize how ‘thankful’ that God is in my life. He goes before me and is at my side. He is my protector and keeps me safe.
When I don’t know what lie’s before me, all I can do is trust and hope, and last but not least to keep on persevering. This is the word that keeps me fixing my eyes on Him and, when I can’t see a way it whispers – keep going. It will be worth it in the end.